walls
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"the walls in my bedroom

are great at keeping secrets

because they are forced to see me

at my worst

at four A.M and unstable

clinging to my pillows

and wishing I had the courage

to do something stupid,

which is my biggest secret

i've had yet,

the walls can keep secret

but they cannot keep me safe

from the evil thoughts

that eventually fill the the room

and suffocate me.

the walls create a false sense of friendship

trapping in thoughts, but

promising not to tell anyone

what happens when thoughts

consume me."

this almost made me cry. . . . . .