walls
//
"the walls in my bedroom
are great at keeping secrets
because they are forced to see me
at my worst
at four A.M and unstable
clinging to my pillows
and wishing I had the courage
to do something stupid,
which is my biggest secret
i've had yet,
the walls can keep secret
but they cannot keep me safe
from the evil thoughts
that eventually fill the the room
and suffocate me.
the walls create a false sense of friendship
trapping in thoughts, but
promising not to tell anyone
what happens when thoughts
consume me."
this almost made me cry. . . . . .